this is what wendy ong taught me. cool, now i can type whatever i like here without scared everyone will see it. only people who are very observant shall get to see this. I hope is the right people then. I'm super confused actually. I don't know he is purposely to do that or what, but he successfully confused me. what is he thinking about? I really don't get a thing. AND IT'S REALLY KIND OF DISTURBING ME CUZ I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE.CAN SOMEONE JUST TEACH ME OR TELL ME WHAT TO DO? oh wells, what am i suppose to do? and yes, i think about it and i decided she dont deserve this. I am so childish i know, i will do smth about it, i swear. and why on earth will i keep thinking about past ? i just want to live happily thats all.