I think my fake long hair is killing me. I look like one crazee woman in the morning.

yawns.
FINALLY DONE UPLOADING WHOLE CHUNK OF PHOTOS INTO FB. actually is nt everything :X I didn't tour guiding my cousin today. too tired. too broke. lol

recently eat really lots and lots of heavy sugar food. and of course gained weight T_T
which idiot won't gain weight after eating cake or chocolate or ice cream almost everyday? i suddenly craving for my fruits and vege!!!! shall go gym nxt week, anyone??

hmm, once upon a time, there is this person who dont like me to post anything emo or my feeling or tots in my blog. he said it looks like i am going to announce to the world. so i stopped. so am i allowed to do that now ?


actually i don't need anything, i don't want anything, i'm fine with being single already. I think i cannot commit to relationship now. i feel tired whenever i think about relationship problems.

the differences between us are just too big. i tried to change myself and be with you, but its rly not working. I know , no one can change over the night. and I'm not asking you to change too. Maybe we really are not meant for each other?

you asked why never try to give u one last chance. I'm just scared it's going to be more tough and more hurtful if we drag. and i really cannot commit now. I think we all deserve a break. I don't even know being with you is a habit or love. and i am really really exhausted. I know it's tough, it's been a year, do you think is very fun for me to do so too? do u know i consider very very very long before i made this decision??

i might be fickle-minded, but i'm very sure that i wan freedom now. Like i say chances come and go. you can always take the next train if you miss one. but you can never erase the fact that u are late. Especially now we are talking about relationship.

I don't know if time will change anything, but right now i want to move on. and you should too. and lastly, i didn't mean to hurt you. im sorry.

I will hate myself if i keep emo. life is short. we should stay happy right?