I am back from the camp!! wee..... home sweet home! The camp was actually very fun. All the GLs very high n cheerful. But i think the only person that didnt enjoy much was me. sighz* Cant blame me for that, since i am all alone~!

the first day, i was hesitated whether to go or nt to go. Even to the very last minute, i also felt like goin home.But i kept pushing myself to go. Weird right? Cause i want to learn to do things alone. I guess i just too get used relying on friends, so without friends im lyk such an idiot, cnt do things properly.So i dragged myself to go.

anyway, as soon as i reached the camp site. The atmosphere was great, i met new ppl on the bus. they were kind, and keep talking to me. But it wasnt forever so lucky. We were split up according to our group,which they grouped us by the list of name tt i sign up tgt wif joanne ealier on. Meaning! they group us the way we want. So i went individually which is totally an odd one.
:(


i reached there around 7 pm, and around 9 pm we started to play games. ALL THE WAY TILL 12 AM. the games was fun, but im just keep walking alone. Cause others alrdy know each others, and i cnt possibly just join them. even i tried to talk, also nv talk much.

so after the games, our tribes still continue playin games in canteen. can count the most hyper n get along well group. alot of laughter, so i tot im doin well dis time,but well actually jus in grp work still ok, but wen we start to communicate with each other, alot of times i was ignore. I dont know if i was quiet or wad, but somehow i just felt kenna pai chi..

:(
so nxt day having high elements followed by water activities such as rafting n so on. during the rafting is the WORST. we were asked to go down the sea with lifejacket, and then after some briefing we were to came back to shore n play captain balls. yup, i dont know how to swim, i was totally stuck in the sea while the rest moved towards the shore. i was floating far away n the rest reached the shore alrdy.u know how terrible i felt? sigh*
so i shouted at GL for helps, i almost cried out. but i didnt make it very obvious, so pai seh.

It was obvious im a loner there. sad.but NEVERMIND. i will survive.
nxt at night we have the tribal night . it just some performances made by all the freshies. after tt some games n competition n stuff. it was FUN and high. Rather than sit alone there n keep quiet, i decided i go HIGH myself. though very odd, but I DONT CARE. im having such a bad times n bad mood in the afternoon n previous day. so HACK CARE.. actually i felt some of the girls in my grp dont like me or wad. everytime tok to them they will ignore or nv hear. even grp work, i gave comment lyk also nv hear. but gt another gang of ppl in my grp actually treating quite good. But still they wnt wait for me, of cuz i dont expect much lah since jus know 2 days.

yaa, the whole moral of the story is NVER GO CAMP ALONE lah.

i keep on wondering why i keen pai chi, am i a freak or smth? cuz the rest seem to get along quite good :(

this thurs goin to hav party again. hopefully things will go better.
anyway
im brave rite, go camp alone :)



3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS FOR HENI
HIIP HIIP HORAY
HIIP HIIP HORAYY
claps*
:)


anyway i didnt realise bruishes everywhr in my leg -.-
n according to my sis i grow draker, which i think still ok.
and MY CLASS TEST COMING
I BETTER GO STUDY
NOW~


im gonna make it, i dun wan be the odd one! fuck those bitch who pretend to be good wif gl n treat their team mate so badly! XD