someone has jus reminded me smth tt i hav been run away for months~ ah yess, i totally run away.. haha, honestly i have no confidence at all. i dun tink i hav any choices in the end. im expecting for the worst. ahh, wad to do, alrdy over~ or can i rewind or smth? haha.. over rely on my own excuses, bad bad bad.
yes,serve me right.
and she was right~ im restricted to only those over 2030pnts
yea, someone had sucessfully pushed me down to deep bottom of the well now~
haha, mayb my joke was abit too much, im sorry , didnt mean anything actually. really nv mean anything..i really think is about u wan or nt, NOT u can or nt.if wan, definitely can make it de.

i hav my own dreams too, hmm but i hardly mention it to anyone before. i do have course that i really wan to enter, i have job that i really wished to be wen i grow up. well, im restricted alrdy, i can only dream on, haha.. really dream on for me~
whenever ppl ask wad course i wan to enter, i only can ans "dunno". honestly it feel lyk a knife stab into ur heart. another serve me right..

ahhh, *shake head* *shake head*
finally off day, how can i so down?
still hav few more weeks anyway..

no matter how hard i refine it, fake de jiu shi fake de. suddenly fake dis word become so effective to me, ahh right im totally a jerk. another she totally see through me.no.. is always see through me. honestly still didnt feel gd whenever think of her words...... ahhh im writing my own rubbish
haha


i dun feel good at all
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ah enuf!
tml off day, yet i nid to wake up even more earlier!

better slp
cuz im gettting tooo waaaaaaay down.