sjb belongs to IMH
angel belogs to heaven
devil belongs to hell
human belongs to earth
so..
wad nt belongs to u..
stop trying to go in
go where u belongs jiu hao le..
is lyk force only cause more trouble
n i belongs to ...???
haiz
wad i toking anyway?
lyk..
moon `s light actually come from sun..
nt it shine itself..
waad it try to conclude?
meaning need to help each other isnt it?
hmm..

im nt scoldin..
or angry..
but wen i feel lyk to tell.. i will telll...
dont hav to keep check my blog or trying to see wad i typing here n dere everyday infront of comp..
is lyk.. trying to tell me u dont trust me..
say wad.. i change..
ok.. i cant denied tt..
i KNOW u care for me..
i know i know i know~!
so u trying to know everything happen to me..
but... i already tired of wearing mask outside..
at home i WISH to put tt down.. n WISH u can understand me..
so i quietly sitting by comp..
my face already show a very obvious "TIRED" word..
but u seem dont get it..
n keep tok tok tok ask me questions..
i TRIED to ans every question u askin..
but.. i really tired..
sometimes i jus ignore it..
then u will start saying i changed.. then lalalalaa~
i dont ans u..
NOT becuz i tink u are ma fan..
or busybody... really NOT...
but becuz i wish i can alone..
it DOESNT mean tt i dont need u..
heyy.. i NEED U by my side...
but jus quiet will do..
reallyy... wen i feel better..
i WILL AUTOMATICALLY spill everything out to u..
u dont hav to ask.. i will personally come to u n tell u all..
..pls.. dont let me feel so uncomfortable at home..
trust me can?
maybe u feel i cold towards u..
but really nt purposely de..
cuz i moody..
mood swing..
leave me alone wen i bad mood..
i really will tell u de.. wen i better...
trust me..
thnks for care for me so much..
trust me plllssss..
i type all these out.. cuz i tink u will see it..
i find tt is hard to me to tok directly to u bout dis..
i scared u say wan to break wad sister ties...




kk another prob
a drunker will say himself drunk nt becuz he drunk..
but he is more than drunk..
it seem jus a small prob..
but y am i borther so much?
prove tt i really more than sjb le..