jux cum bak...
went out wif apple juz now...
accompany her go somewhere....


sumthing i have been thinking for a bout one month...
tt is...
i am thinking to join teakwando...
SERIOUS thinking now...
i am still nt sure...
well...
the first main reason thinking to join is...
well... apple n lily...
i realli feel teribble bout streaming this yr....
cant stop tinking tt we are spilt...
well...
of course also i started got a bit interest....
but...
the problem is...
i almost sec 3 ler....!
n if i joining i am new... white belt...!
i feel a bit ashamed...
pai seh i mean....


i almost ask the whole world about this....


my sis is VERI support...
in the first place...
wen i was sec one...
she ALREADI ask me to join.....
but...
somehow i didnt listen...
well.... now regret...


my parents is support also...
they sun realli lyk me join choir...
they prefer me join teakwando...


i also ask apple n lily...
but i nv sae i wan to join becoz of them...
both giv me the same ans...
"decide myself"....
--___--


i even go ask my landlord...
she sae...
"y not???"
"nothing is too late..."


i realli got the mind of joining now...
seriously...


but... i realli scared ler...
join in sec 3...
lyk a bit too late liaO..
i dunnoe....



confusing....
i scared...
scared tt i will regret if i didnt join...